||[Apr. 6th, 2006|09:20 pm]
The Anxiety Campfire for Men
I went out last night against my better judgement. I in no way planned on getting drunk but alas. I definitly feel like a fucked up. Not just last night but for the past few weeks. I've recenlty learned I care very much for someone and my insecurity shot that to hell, I guess i should've shown that sooner. Its not a hopeless cause but I still may have lost someone who was pretty great. and i'm sorry. Maybe it takes this for me not to act like a bumbling prick.|
He said I had alot of things I needed to change. I wasn't affectionate, I didn't make him feel I cared about him, I was super jealous. At the end of the break up I said that i would call him this week. And ask him out on a date. Was that fine? He said yes. Any advice or experience on mending a mess up! Easy looking back to see the mistakes.